For now I'm ready to do a few outfit photos. I have my camera now. The only thing I don't have is a backdrop like I wanted, but I have a suitable enough background for now. I'm moving soon, so I'm planning to get a backdrop then, because I don't actually have enough space for one right now.
I've worked really hard, and I'm going to keep working hard to accomplish everything, eventually. Some things will take a lot longer than I want them to, but that's life. Everything is slowly getting better, and I'll keep chipping away at all the things I need to do, and slowly reach my goals. I'm going to just keep doing the best I can.